Choice

I am a choice. I am a choice of two humans. Believe it... This choice has changed countless lives forever. Such a small choice... A choice that could have been forgotten as easy as it was surpassed had the product of said choice not been so vast. Who is to say big things do not come from but one choice? I do agree one choice does bring about many choices after yet without the first choice the others [choices] do not matter. Understand that we all have a choice in every action or for that matter reaction and no action. To choose to act or not to act is a choice all with-in it’s self. For example the easiest choice to show how many choices is involved in our lives I have to go no further than this. As you read this you choose to keep reading and as I believe you will choose to keep reading I have already chosen to keep writing. I choose to sit here and choose to type at this point where you choose to keep reading we both live out the choices of the second, of the minute of the hour of our lives. The choice, so quick so unforgettable, happens so fast it’s even hard to say it happened. As I am a choice of two others I have come to understand this and also live and make this choice my own. I know of this choice, for having to make the same choice twice. The difference as I believe it is my choice was made with the fullest understanding and belief as well as acceptance of the product that will be produced by my choice. Can one say the willingness of another to go along without question without judgment; is that not a choice all within its self? My belief is humans by nature can see as one. There is neither a choice nor an action caused by an effect that can be claimed by humans as an unforeseen choice. As document in varies ways human life has been what it still is today regardless of the "advances" in anything. Believe it... that choice still the strongest weapon in the world, as well as the best thing given or not to us; humans, as the world we have come to call home also know as Earth. There are many choices made with uncertainty as well as choices made which involve others and they choices they make. I believe this is the beauty of life. To allow another’s choice to effect one’s life is to including that person choice in yours. This in itself is a choice I make everyday happily to a point. I choose when it effects and by how much. This strength I sadly admit is not owned by many; correction it is owned by all but used by so few. I know of one other who has this strength while at the same time I have watch this one other choose not to use it. This word “choice” has done so much; I hope somehow by me writing this you have come to understand the true power behind the word… there is nothing greater, you have the power we all do, I only ask that you choose to see it as I do.

Believe it... Choice… Love it.

“1. an act or instance of choosing; selection: Her choice of a computer was made after months of research. His parents were not happy with his choice of friends.

2. the right, power, or opportunity to choose; option: The child had no choice about going to school.

3. the person or thing chosen or eligible to be chosen: This book is my choice. He is one of many choices for the award.

4. an alternative: There is another choice.

5. an abundance or variety from which to choose: a wide choice of candidates.

6. something that is preferred or preferable to others; the best part of something: Mare's Nest is the choice in the sixth race.

7. a carefully selected supply: This restaurant has a fine choice of wines.”

-Dictionary.com { http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/choice }

A letter to Humans

Hello Humans,

As I live a human life I find it hard to believe that I am one of you. I laugh, I cry, I feel pain, I feel anger. The emotions of a human will be found in me. Sadly for the most part some of those are forced. There are a lot of points in my life I wish to share; however I will only share this one at this time. I feel this will make the rest easier to understand, or accept. We; yes we, I am apart of you as you are a part of me. I live a human’s life just the same as you humans do; even if I feel that we are different. There is no way to prove differences between you and I. So this is not what my letter to you is about. My letter to you humans is about and should only be read with that understand that I do not fear any of you nor anything that you can do to, for, with me. I welcome all choices, all responds, all matters of the matters and angles; or was of thinking, the human mind can create. This letter is about the questions not the reasons. The greatest questions humans have ever asked are “Why?” Such a simple word can bring WAR, Death, Hate, Love, Sex, and Life. I believe you humans have lost your way with “Why?” What started out so good, what could have propelled us to finding the answers to more “Why?” questions. Has kept us busy spinning in a circle of everlasting boredom. Yes boredom, believe it or not, that is what this world has become. You see all the evil in this world and I see all that is boring. Your human minds do not fully understand how easy it is to be, I live the life I was given everyday working, pushing, trying to find my way, my reasons, my “Why?”. Along my journey I do not hide myself nor do I hide what I am, nor do I hide my choice in the way of pursuing my “Why?”. I do try to help others pursue theirs. Everyone as a reason and a way of pursue his or her “why?” I feel we have lost that, I feel that we are forced to pursue everything and anything else other than our “why?” I ask as you read this do not be alarmed for I am who I am now as I was before and will be later. One great man once wrote as another great man said the words written by this great man. “I can only show you the door, you must walk through it.” So for that reason I will not give you examples of any of my accusations. I will only tell you what I feel is enough for you to make a choice and your choice is either to pursue your “why?” or pursue everything other then it. The “Why?” of a person could be so simple for some of us as well as so great for others, understand that simple does not mean it isn’t great because those that can be viewed as grand (great) can only be possible by those who do the simple task. We all must do our part and with our part done we will all find our “why?” and then be able to reach everything and anything.
My Why?!... Is…
Why is it too much to ask for perfection?
Why is perfection feared by so many?
I believe the pursuit of perfection is perfection with-in itself.

College; Teachings.

I will not bore you with the story, of how I learned what I am about to share with you. But I will share with you that I have felt this way for many years and for many years I could not put it into as simple of term as "I Create it all" Which was a topic of discussion in my online class. The concept behind this is something I have done for many years. In my life things happen and those things that happen I tell myself are cause by my actions. Now to take responsibility of something is to gain control of it. This puts the power back in your hands. One can always blame everything and anything else but to control your own life to take responsibilities for things in your life keeps it your life. Example...

 I am walking down the street and a person walks into me. After this person walks into me they turn and say, I'm sorry, I turn and say no problem.

                 While most people would become upset by the person that walked into... with remarks like "Watch where you’re going...!" or "You saw me walking here...” I will leave out any choice words a person would most likely use in a situation like this. Now the reason I do not get upset is because had I been paying better attention to my surroundings had I been faster, had I to avoid the person as I feel I should be. Then it would of never happen. To take responsibility in my life is a way I use to better myself in anything I do. There is only one aspect I can control and truly that is me and my actions. If I wait for every else to do something to make me better or to better my life then I would be unhappy for the rest of it.

                I feel like everything I do in life every feeling I have everything I care to share will always come full circle and connect to each other. The reason I say this because in my last post I spoke about the "pursuit of happiness" How would you feel if I said this concept that I have lived by directly relates and helps my pursuit of happiness. In a way it improves it, and provides me with tools to always change my happiness so that I can always pursuit it. The point is to better ones self in any situation and return as quickly as one can to their desired pursuit of happiness.

Compared to the world.

Believe the words I say. Don’t assume. I say what was meant to be said in the way I figure it should have been said only to relay the message that was said. I do not believe in having anyone read between the lines or understand my sarcasm. What I want you to know is exactly what I have said. I try to use metaphors to explain in great or simpler detail, but for the most part what was said was said the best way I figure to say it at the time I said it.

“I like juice.”

That statement doesn’t mean I don’t like soda now does it. So never read into anything I say other than for what I mean it to be. I live a life in which I try to be as honest as a person can handle. I do not lie for personal gain, unless comic relief is a personal gain. I do not consider it to be; therefore my statement is true, to me.  In my honesty I do not feel it is also my responsibility to hurt ones feelings therefore I will only be as honest as I feel a person can handle. I try my best not to lie so therefore either I change the subject or I ask if they really would like to know. Ones pursuit of truth; never be confused with ones pursuit of happiness, will never be undermined by my quest to only bring happiness to one’s life. If truth brings sadness and I am the bearer then so be it. Because only in truth can ones real pursuit of happiness begins. If living a lie is truly ones happiness is it consider a lie? Yes, knowing a lie and choosing to still allow the lie to be what it is does not make the lie the truth.  Lies breed more lies which then breed more lies; the truth breeds emotions and choices. With every truth an emotions occurs and beyond that emotion a choice has to be made.

I am one to believe a lie to be the truth till the truth allows me to know that the lie exists. Once known the emotion and choice then is mine and my own. This is true for everyone in any situation.

If you go to buy a black sweater and are told, here is black sweater (the sales person knowing full well it’s a dark blue sweater) sells it to you and later you find it to be a dark blue sweater now that you have found the lie, the truth is then release once the lie is found and an emotion is then create along with a choice, either like, hate, love (emotion) the sweater than choose to wear it or not (choice).

Asking others to try and understand what I’m saying without saying what I want them to understand is hard to do. Sadly people assume; they assume base on their experience and how others have affect their life.  My spoken and chosen language is English, in order for me to have anyone understand what I am trying to convey to them is by me telling them exactly what I feel then need to know. Sometimes it’s hard to put emotions in words. Would you classify trust as an emotion, if so try to put trust into words without action, hard no? I feel we must understand that trust is about the unknown aspect, therefore to ask someone to trust you; is the easy part, for them to trust you is a hard choice. If there is certainty is there trust?  

My words are true, I avoid lies, the truth I share brings emotions and choice; which I hope will return trust.